General (Vol. 3)
Returnings
Part i.
- Keep me near Your living spring,
Keep me in Your loving fold;
Calm me with Your cherishing,
Proof against all guile and gold:
I have stumbled on the way,
I have often lost the fight;
faced the long and weary day
And the dangers of the night. - Feed me with Your very bread,
Warm my spirit with Your wine;
Fill me with Your saving word,
Teach me how to make it mine:
I have heard You cry for peace,
I have seen You on the Cross;
I have felt the stone's release
Making triumph out of loss. - I will give You all the love
That Your creature can supply,
First received from You above,
That no lover could deny:
I am growing in desire
Living here on earth a while;
I am filled with gentle fire,
I half smile with heaven's smile.
Part ii.
- Once I felt so far away,
Now it feels like the last mile;
All my better parts in play,
Born of substance not of style:
It's been a long time coming back to You,
I thought I must be true to myself
But that means being true to You. - I have drunk of distant streams
I have seen the wildest sights;
I have muddled days and dreams,
Thought that I would fade from sight:
But Your clarity is so intense
I am tempted to compete,
But the clue is reverence. - Let me undot the I in me,
Carry the cross in silent prayer;
Then may I cross the T in Thee
Proclaim Your presence everywhere:
It is not earth that has made You,
You are the meaning of the earth:
And I put all my trust in You.
Part iii.
- It's not the wrench of last goodbye
Nor the harsh scream of broken love;
It's not a wild denunciation
Of the power that reigns above:
Lord, sometimes I just slip away;
help me to get closer to you today. - It's not a night of anguished dreams,
Nor a day helplessly bleak;
Nor the silt of disillusion
Making resolution weak:
Lord, sometimes I fade from fire to grey;
Help me to burn more brightly today. - It's Not a plutocratic orgy
Nor a bout of heartless greed;
But the niggle of anxiety
To have a bit more than I need:
Lord, sometimes the world gets in the way;
Help me to look at Heaven today. - I will read some words You gave us,
I will say a little prayer;
I will give more than I'm asked for
As a witness that You're there:
Lord, I will do the small things right today;
And slowly turn the tide that has been pulling me away.
Part iv.
- You are my friend but You are My Lord,
Familiar but to be adored;
You are a servant but You are my king,
In giving Yourself You give everything:
Only with You can I be happy,
Only with You can I mean so much;
But the meaning all flows from what You made me,
The meaning of always being in touch.
- I'm sure that You smiled but I see You so sad,
Even though You must see the good past the bad;
It's only a small thing I'm going to do,
Here is a prayer just for You:
Only with You can I be happy...